That is one of my daily sayings. Why do you need to look back - what's done is done! However tonight I have gone against the grain. Dorothy of McQ Photography Edinburgh is our amazing Naked Inspiration photographer. A while back she asked me if I would like a nude photograph done pre surgery. I instantly dismissed it thinking why would I want to look back at my body when it's about to change so much with scars, implants, nipple reconstruction - the lot! BUT tonight I decided that one day I Might want to look back. Dorothy sent me the most beautiful photos of women and I am glad I had that panic. I thought my photo shoots were over but this one will be the most special one ever ... probably the most poignant photo in my collection.