Well, it wasn't a good day at all yesterday. It was a tissue day. I think everything has just suddenly hit me. Maybe I didn't give myself enough time to come to terms with everything but boy did I come crashing down. I cried non-stop but I'm sure people in my situation have days like that - afterall I am only human! I am on a cancer conveyor belt where I have no choices but I must have this operation to remove the cancer. BUT that was yesterday - today I am up, washed, dressed, spray of glitter (which I do every day now) and getting ready to be tranformed into a fairy for the photo shoot. My girls, Emma 12 and Kate 9, have been amazing. They are loving the fact that the house is full of pink props. So a happy and fun day ahead. x